MEI MEI

I just got home from the SDC.
While having the morning break, granny asking how is nadia.
My mind is at clear blank state.Nadia? What could had happen?
Called Dad at that moment, she had her relapse again.u
Currently, she is acting like nothing has happen to her.
Happily playing her maple.
Mum and Dad is too busy for work to bring her to the doctors.
I'm so scared to lose this montel sis of mine.
Mum knew the scariness as she went through 3 times.
1st nadia ALMOST lose her life.
2nd was not so serious like the first as i found out she was shivering and came to her rescuse fast.
3rd time which was this morning was not so fast.
I'm scared FREAKING scared of anyone's death, anyone in the family.
Even friends close friends or friends.
Its all part and parcel of life i can say.

I'll blog more in the night.
I've promise to blog about yesterday right?
NO? okay nvm.
(: